used to be one of the rotten ones

Things I did tonight:

Leaning forward, with my ex, whose birthday it was, draped across my back, myself trying desperately to make conversation with N. and M. who were sitting on the bench to my left, because two girls were making out directly behind me, one of them being my ex, heavily leaning into my spine and kissing this girl on my other side in the cramped bar booth in snowy Portland.

I played it cool.  I made polite conversation.